Thursday night, i was out with my cousin, Yen. Went drinking at Bar mats. Ate mhean, mama ry, eunice, j.c and jay was there.
12 midnight pass,suddenly jay stopped the music. They sang me a birthday song and a birthday cake came out. I was so daaaaaaamn surprised!! At the same time, i appreciated the surprise they gave me. Shean and Dan came after.
THANKS GUYS!
Well, now that im 21. I guess im tinking abit more mature by now. Dun u tink so?????
Whatever it is,i hope this year will be a great one. Jus like what i always say every beginning of the year. New excitement,adventure,problems and last but not least NEW BOYS! yiheeee!!!
wth,im still tinking of boys. i tink they shud be called MAN already. hahaha!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @ 3:42 AM
I was browsing through my hidden files in my lappie. Then i saw this folder 'CONVO BHIE' I remembered it was the message archives i saved. Every conversation we had,i saved it. Thats how madly blindly in love i was that time. Was it really called LOVE? I dun tink so. I was blinded with the things i see in him. The person i was looking at wasn't the person i think he was. It was all covered with a thick mask and made me believe that he was not that type of person.I think i was lying to myself all the time. Thinking that he's different from the others. But HELL NO,he was like one of them and much worst! I was reading every conversation we had, and i was actually laughing at myself. I didnt realise how stupid i was to him. How much i begged him. Making up things with him, there he was laughing at me and playing hard just to feel the great feeling of a girl begging him. He would start every small fight and make it worse. He was always good at making it look as if it was all my fault. I'm not saying i was devastated the whole time,we had our good times too. But he was better off a friend rather than a lover.
Now,i felt i was living in a world of lies that time. Last saturday,it was my turn to laugh at him. I was there looking at him talking things out with his two girlfriends. And i could see how devastated the girls were. Both walked out on him. Yeah,i did saw myself in them. AND I REGRETTED BEING ONE OF THEM. Im sorry,u made me think of you this way.
im just glad im out of his system..
Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
Trip to Puerto Gallera =)21-24 dec'08
My getaway trip with ate nins. Last minute planning with her to puerto.
Both of us were texting each other and was tinking wat to do for the holidays.
Out of the blue,ate suggest we go Puerto! So yeah,it was a hella trip.
Took the bangka (small boat) from batangas pier. Actually we weren't allowed
to take the bangka in the night and it was a small boat. So it was actually illegal!
People from the puerto said its not allowed cos there were sharks along the way.
Just imagined, me and ate sitting on that small boat not knowing that sharks were
actually around us!!!!!! GOSH!!!
Our first night,went to some bar. Drank their popular cocktail,mindoros sling.
The first pitcher,we didnt got drunk. But after the second pitcher, both of us were
already dead drunk! The next day,i was having the worst hangover. I was telling ate
that i was already having a fever but actually it was only my illusion. hahaha!!
The next day,tour around. Walked to a very far away woods. There was this girl telling
us that she knows a very nice falls and the entrance in only 20pesos!
We didnt noe it was a one and a half walk!!!! Passed thru 7 freaking lakes!
Imagine how far is that...
END UP,the falls wasnt wat we expected.. BADTRIP!
SNORKLING AFTER!
Went island hopping, then snorkling..
It was fun! Enjoyed it,just that ate nins was so scared she didnt want to
go into the water. She said she was afraid that sumthin might appear under.
hahaha!!
Hang around the beach early in the morning on our last day.
CAMWHORING!
I had fun eventho it was just only me and ate. Bonded really well.
Too bad,didnt see any cute guys. Mostly were GAYS! WTH.
Our next trip will be at PAGUDPUD!
RIGHT ATE???
